Grace… The comment I made about us being on the same page was strictly concerning the immediate subject which was predestination as verses free will. As for you and I to see everything the same, that’s not going to happen. For one thing words are ambiguous to start with. The primary reason however, is that each of us create our own reality in this dream world from birth up. In this illusion that we have created no two of us has created the exact same illusion. Mass consciousness plays a major roll in our thinking process which is one thing we must overcome, and will. Mass consciousness is not within me, but outside of me, yet it still has tremendous influence on the way I think. It has no influence on the inner man. The more I grow from all the contrast in the reality we know as earth life, the less influence mass consciousness will have on me. As the outer influence loses its hold on me spontaneously I begin to develop the ears to hear what the true shepherd is saying in reference to any subject. This “true shepherd” is the Christ as my higher consciousness. All teachers, preachers, religious leaders at best, are “Under Shepherds”. Depending on how deep the cross has stamped death on the outer man they will be able to hear what the inner life is saying and in turn give it to you. As I grow from the contrast [Cross] the deeper insights just seem to speak to me more and more. There comes that point in my life when the numbers of books drop from reading many, to very few, and then perhaps none at all. This is because now my information comes strictly from within. This information, this light, these insights are way deeper then my mind. This means the three dimensional mind [The only devil there ever really was] has no ground to reason them away. This matter of free will… There is no God who would ever go over my free will without my permission. However the first time that I ask God to lead me, to direct me, to guide me into all truth have I not given him permission to intervene in my life when I want something that I shouldn’t have? It is not then, I have given my will over to him? I’m remembering something that’s in the gospels, where Jesus is recorded to have said, “No man can come to me except the Father which sent me draw him”. I would also add that all men will be drawn in their own time. Also, when the Divine will calls you, you’re going! So… where is my free will in light of this one scripture? As I said a moment ago there comes a time through the Contrast [Good and evil, the cross] when I am able to hear better what the inner life is saying. There was a time when I threw out the entire bible because there was so much that it taught, [or at least I thought it taught] that was in opposition to what I was hearing. This was a necessary step for me to take. This was my own personal happening, and I’m not at all saying that it will happen to anyone else. It was as though the spirit in me took all confidence in the scriptures and jerked the bible out of my hands. Today the bible has been given back to me with a very big difference. Since this has transpired, I no longer see it as “Gods infallible word”. Inspired yes! Infallible no! There is a huge difference between the two. Today, all that I read from the scriptures that defines the God that has been revealed to me, the God who is love, I take that as infallible. All else I either take with a grain of salt, or reject it as a misrepresentation of God. The scriptures all came through men just like you and I. Were they all inspired? Yes! They however wrote truth as they saw it just as we do. When someone shares with me, it will be inspired but hardly infallible. The church has brainwashed me into believing that every single word of scripture is Gods infallible word to man. This is both true and false. It’s false the way the church has taught it. This teaching has created horrendous divisions in the body of Christ. This teaching was for the purpose of controlling the masses. Negative forces created this concept for the purpose of control. Another reason was to keep the Body of Christ divided, for they know that no two people ever take the scriptures the same way. They were never supposed to. When I go to the scriptures what I find in them will be in terms of where the cross has brought me. We who are many are all on different levels of ascension. God speaks to me according to my level of understanding. The inner life will reveal something to you that is truth for you today, and might possibly give me an opposite view today. Tomorrow we may see it differently. Everything that we know is both true and false depending on our perception, which incidentally keeps changing, and rightly so. When this light comes home to me I then put up my sword and all weapons of war and have lost my ability to go to battle with a brother or a sister over vain doctrinal issues. So my dear sister and friend never be concerned about any disagreement with me or anything I may say. just be free to share your heart of hearts. We all are coming out of this illusion, out of deception and can only share from the depth that the cross has worked in us. My sharing will be tainted with the three dimensional consciousness to whatever degree the cross that I’ve created due to my forgetting has created. The way I see it, I knew before coming here that in doing so amnesia would most certainly result. That was the plan. If there were no forgetting that creates contrast [The mentality of good and evil] there would be no point in me coming. The forgetting creates the contrast or as some put it the duality in my thinking. In forgetting who I am I have lost none of my power. However now that I’ve forgotten who I am, the result is, I see things as either good or evil in my life. This means I use my power to create by default. This dual vision works good for me as it creates the cross that slowly puts the old Adam to rest and resurrects that last Adam. The concept of the cross has been very much miss- represented by the church, especially in the holiness’ denominations. The cross is not as Paul said when he wrote “taste not, touch not, and handle not”. The cross is not abstaining from this or that, as from “all appearance of evil” the cross that works in my life is here to stay and it’s something I have absolutely no control over. What this wonderful cross will do, is bring me into transcendence. This is a place where I begin to enter the rest of the people of God that Hebrews speaks of. Now this is when I begin to sit back, put my feet up, and just enjoy the divine comedy. At times the movie is not to my liking, other times parts of it is wonderful, and as I watch it, there is a far deeper level of my consciousness that witnesses to me that I’m going to absolutely love the ending. J Take care of my friend Grace until we meet again here in cyber space. All my love to you, Ron | 
